1. I’ll write about you first because you wrote about me first. No one has as much fun as we do when we are together. I’m really glad we have the same common ground with a lot of opinions and ideas and that we can talk about our family and their…problems…together. I feel like you actually understand it, and no one else knows exactly how I feel like you do. I like that you laugh when I laugh and we can drive for hours and talk about whatever and scream/sing (but not really) at the top of our lungs. I love you so much you too are one of my best friends and I don’t know what I would ever do without you. I am going to miss you so much when you go to school, we better talk everyday and write letters to each other and visit when we are on break so you can see my new house and we can go and get sweet tea together like in summer time :) summers are the best with you <3 Pink and Green over long distance <3
p.s. paint fight?
2. OMG bffs since 1st grade. WHAT will I do without you next year? I don’t even know what to say because there is way to much and I feel like if I typed it all out I would cry. So i cant do it. You know how much I love and appreciate you. When you marry someone worth your time and I am your maid of honor (which I WILL be) we can eat cake and drink all night to the ass holes who screwed us over :) love you to the moon :)
3. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I FEEL ABOUT YOU AND I HATE IT BECAUSE I HAVE THE WEAK MOMENTS WHERE I LIKE OU AND OTHERS WHEN I HATE YOU AND YOUR CONFUSING AND MAKE AWFUL CHOICES. But I forgive you every time and I always will. Please don’t ever leave me. You don’t realize how much you mean to me.
4. FUCK YOU. tis all
5. Now that she’s gone do you even realize what you threw away? DO you even care? I miss you more than you even know and I cant tell you because even still Im afraid of hurting you. Im sick of being so weak around you.
6. You are my rock and my solid ground. Would not be here without you. I am so glad we can lean on each other through all of what is happening right now. I cant wait to live in our new house and forget the past and all of its hurtfulness. I know there is going to be a reason for all of this I just cant see it right now. All i feel is betrayal and hurt. You are the only one who can always pull me up and tell me its okay and youre the only one I know I can always trust.
7. please please please be safe when you leave this fall/winter. I was never blessed with a big brother and you are the closest I have to one. I love you so much and Ill write you as much as I can. I cant wait to see you graduate and I will always be so proud of you
8. you still mean a lot to me and Im so sorry I broke your heart but it was better for the both of us. You have to learn to look before you leap and you wont be hurt as often as you are. Please do not be selfish enough to take yourself away from this Earth and please think of everything that you would be leaving. When there is NO ONE to talk to you are always there for me, always and I don’t know how to thank you enough.
9. forever and always was a lie.
10. ”For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord…”